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I feel lost during times like this. I'm not really sure what I want, I'm not sure what I need. In a couple of months everything will be gone, and I'll be starting a new life elsewhere. I'm not sure if I want that. Nor am i sure if I want to lose someone that I consider my other half. It's more than losing your significant other, it's like losing yourself, what you've become in the past that you've spent with them. It's just been bothering me for the longest time. I feel as if this is another Ben. Another, we'll go out but when college rolls around we'll go our separate ways. I don't want to be thinking about it, but it always comes up somehow

So, I'm FINALLY a Senior. :) Looking back on 10th and 11th grade...They were good...But def not as amazing as this one will be. This summer has been the most...amazing memorable summer of my life. Although Ben did move away, I miss him, but of course life goes on! :) Can you believe ... I feel this...strange feeling in my chest, and I look forward to waking up each day with expectations of an something great that awaits me in the day ahead of me. I've met someone ...Well not met per say.. But I've become closer with someone. Can you believe I already have my MOTHER'S approval?! I can hardly believe it myself...That's not everyday that I get

Tonight, madison square garden, I'M so going hahaha >:P